Partly the choice was selfish, and for that I am sorry. Falling in love with you only made those choices more complicated and I feared that you might choose to stay for me and then, after I was gone, change your mind. You needed time and I didn’t want to influence your choices, even once I realised what was happening between us, even more so then. So many times I snuck down to your room planning on telling you everything, but I just couldn’t. But after that try to understand that I did what I thought was best. But, as it turns out, I think it is going to be me who ends up leaving the letters behind.īe mad at me. I know you had once hoped that I would be the one to pass on your letters to Maddie once you were gone. But I’m not feeling so great and there are things I promised to tell you that I fear I may not get the chance to. You were so beautiful lying there sound asleep that I couldn’t bear to wake you.
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